I have cme 2 an understanding dat ma life is not my own, 3days ago it was touch and go wit ma life. 2day ppl wud have said we didn’t knw oh wat happened but then it wud hav been too late I wud have died n no one wud hav known abt it. Dying wasn’t the problem 4 me but my fear was God if I had died wud I hav died 4  u? And if I shud live now wud I be living for u? I have cme to change my confession 2 u oh lord. Sme1 told me 2day wat had happened in da last few weeks was meant to be, all da bad things was meant to be. I don’t understand wat they meant by it but I believe they happened 4 me to realise ma  life is not ma own he gave me dis life n evrytin dat came wit it so I can’t jst get up and do things witout his permission.  Ma confession: ma life is not ma own 2 u I belong oh lord I give ma self 2 u  id nurelle…………………..igivemaself
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I have cme 2 an understanding dat ma life is not my own, 3days ago it was touch and go wit ma life. 2day ppl wud have said we didn’t knw oh wat happened but then it wud hav been too late I wud have died n no one wud hav known abt it.

Dying wasn’t the problem 4 me but my fear was God if I had died wud I hav died 4  u? And if I shud live now wud I be living for u? I have cme to change my confession 2 u oh lord.

Sme1 told me 2day wat had happened in da last few weeks was meant to be, all da bad things was meant to be.

I don’t understand wat they meant by it but I believe they happened 4 me to realise ma  life is not ma own he gave me dis life n evrytin dat came wit it so I can’t jst get up and do things witout his permission. 

Ma confession: ma life is not ma own 2 u I belong oh lord I give ma self 2 u 
id nurelle…………………..igivemaself

Ma Mother

Wise words frm ma mother, we claim we luv each other dis is da time 2 prove it 4 better or 4 worse. Our wrngs n mistakes do they define us? …………………….#Leggo!

 

 

 

id nurelle…………….#Ha!

Blame it all on me

U wont talk 2 me, U wont answer ma calls

Ma meds they make me sleepy

I fall asleep thinking of u all da good u r

All da happy times I even dream abt us

But then I wake up and I’m alone in a hospital bed

I look around n all I see r ppl waiting 2 die or already on their way

But u r not here and I’m fighting to hold on

And I realize am da reason u r not here am the reason u hurt

I take all da blame put it all on me……..am really sorry 

 

id nurelle………………………i’m sorry